Mood: not sleepy, jus...
Listening to: Wonder
Reading: Hawksong- KICK ASS me lovey it, and Zane too ^^
Watching: surprisingly Elektra-has some certain appeal

Let's where to start.......ummm how bout people and school. Yes, good place to begin.

~I have made a friend a few house down named Emily. She's cool and such. We hang out now and then. Lizzy is a freshman i spend lots of time with. She is in my lunch and in a few of my classes. Also in Drama so we see much of eachother. Not to metion i love her to death, she so quirky. ^^ Also a few others along the way. A girl named Meagan, on Saturday she called to finalize some of her 16th birthday plans and some how we ended up talking for 5 1/2 hours. O.o no idea how but it did. There there's Hailey, she eats with at lunch too and i hung out with her during our last production. Uhhh*sctraches head* Meagan BF is a quirky kid. Turns out he's Lizzy's good friend and next door neighbor, but he's cool. Then Cole.....oh Cole how is there a way to explain him. There isn't he just funny and fun to talk too. Very intresting fellow for sure. There our others but i can't member.


~In school i am doin OK. I have a D in physics, but everything else is working out pretty good. I'm keepin busy with Drama and such. Me and Lizzy are helping out Mr. Smith (our director for the fall and spring play) with the Middle School winter play. So it's gonna be really super fun. We got to help out choose the kids and see their auditions and such. Nothing really else going on though in school. In March our Art is presenting a Battle of the Bands, but thats a while away yet.

~Family. Ah how such a word is so complicated. *shrugs* Ah well no is perfect so neither is their families. Recently My brother held a party at our house, i was not happy so i locked myself in my room. My brother to get me to drink and smoke, but whatever. I didnt do it. It DISGUSTS me personally. I have no intrest in it and shit. I dont know....I mean i guess i hate the habits not the people. It just irks me when they do it around me. Jeff (my brother) thinks i hate cuz whenever he asks me to join in anything i just sit and stare at in the eye. I give no emotion, just a glare from my eyes. And yet he still asks me. Meh, whatever, i deal so who cares.Then we had our Chiirstmas dinner party thing at my house. Lots of food, and Irish family style of celebration. Lots of laughs and food...and more food. A few arguments broke out, but thats at least suspected. No its expected.

~Chritmas Vay-Cay should be fun. Turns out that I'm not going to North Carolina. My mother suddenly decided not to go so i coming to mamas house on Friday and then im there until the end of the New Year. Should be quite.....intresting though. My Mom took off the whole Christmas week to be with me....O.O not sure of how it will go. But i guess Ill find out...

~I'm currently working on a drawing, but it considerably fustrating. I'm taking a picture of a character and making it bigger. And when it comes to things like that i become quite a perfectionist. And also I hardly ever work on it, but thats ME XD...the procrastinator. Oh and in sewing class im making this HUGE pillow. It's black silky kind of stuff for the main body and then I'm writing stuff on it another language and then i had leftover rainbow fabric from a different pillow and icut out stars and moon for one side then a sun for the other. SUPER COOLNESS. least im excited for it to be finished.

Okey then thats the latest updayte from my (insert adjective here) life.

Love

Toodle Pip

Hey hey hey! Hallo i am currently sick so i am being super cool and sitting on my floor typing in my Deviant journal because i can get no sleep and i have been up since like 2 this morning and i can barely hold down any food except Apple juice and crackers (and no i am not a cannible and eating some wangster white folk) aight? aight.

Not that i have anything against Apple juice and crackers but they get kinda old kinda fast and after a whole 2 days of eating them they have become heavy lead weights that sink to the bottom of my stomach which i think is the only reason why they dont come up. But im quite sure you didnt need to know that.

On any other note i have been able to stomach some cereal wich made me rejoice and jump up and do the Hava-Java dance. What is the Hava-Java you ask? If you know please tell me, my sickness has also influenced with hallucinations and deillusions, this morning I thought my alarm clock was my kity sitting on my side/bed side table thingy. But obviously it wasn't when i became confused when Kovu started to blink and buzz. If it really was him I would rather take him to Radio Shack across the street then to the vet, maybe there they would be able to dismember him.

lalalalala


I'm bored.

^^ Toodle Pip

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awww kitty was helping me type

WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO hey hey bitches *in funky spanish accent (like the spanish news guy on the Anchorman movie when they have a gang fight)*

This is my first offical entry on MY computer in my room. My papie put internet on it so it super duper coolio yo.

This is sad that this is my form of freedom. Oh well ^^

Love ya'll
Toodle Pip

Laadie laadie la...yes yes I'm a goin to the band concert tonight gonna meet up with persona called Jessica. She's part of the.........O.O i forgot.....the little people running around the field and trippin cuz they got flags flying everywhere. You know what I'm talkin about..and if you don't O.o.............................................................................................then forget you. Nah Jk.

So ya.....guess me gonna go just wanted to update a bit. Went Holloween candi-dom. Got lots of candy in the community bag cuz we were collecting food for donations and people would give us candy for our hard work so we thought of a community bag we would split at the end.

We plundered for candy and returned with bountiful spoils. And the riches were all MINE! Nah me not evil....least not yet. Still much life still to come....least I hope so.

Anywho gonna go now and eat some food cuz I;m hungry. O.O ......... -.- captain obvious has entered the building.

^^ Toodle Pip

O.O right guess...uhhhhhhh *puffs up* i can do this.

^^ 20 (ventie hehe espanol) dings about zey mi!

Uno~ I laugh at everything. Like even when I'm not supossed to laugh. For example I laughed at my grandpa's funeral (his death was ON my birthday and i giggled that day) and i was supposed to cry, I laughed about my cosin who had been really sick when I was supoosed to be worried. Seriously it's a freaky deaky attribute

Dos~ My mother calls me Mabel

Tres~ I actually like pink only a little little bit though........vair vair small.

Cuatro~ I have never been drunk, high, trippin or whatever else you kids call it these days.....................don't plan to either. I may secretly may want to TRY it, but I won't do it just to prove to others that you don't need other things to feel happy.

Cinco~ I really don't speak spanish that well

6~ I am a super closet fan of the anime Inuyasha

7~ I never been kissed. *dramatic faint* but I really don't care or mind. In most cases I am completely oblivious when it comes to matters of the heart. I will be totally clueless if you are trying to woo me.

8~ I have another weird malfunction of 'fear of commitment and intamitcy'. If i like someone, I will convice myself over a period of time that I don't so I can save myself from the risk, the happiness, and then the downfall and hurt of loving someone in 'more then a friend' way. (Pretty selfish, but I guess I should find someone who is willing to keep trying.)

9~ I'm physically challenged. No hand-eye, foot-eye, or close-in-contact talent what-so-ever.

10~ Jealous of my sisters...at times.

11~ Seem to love my father no matter how messed up, sexist, unfair, or irresponsible he is.

12~ I have no religious perference.

13~ An odd and somewhat weirdly placed fetish for vamps.

14~ Love all my friends more then even my family believe it or not.

15~ Has an "imaginary" (if you want to call it that) faerie friend named Kiyo

16~ I'm easy to remember and hard to forget (stole that from a movie but still is true)

17~ I hate gossip even though some how I seem to land right in the middle of it.

18~ I try to be happy for everyone else and me so I don't have to concentrate on my problems of being sad, mad, or hurt. I don't like those feelings so ignore them and try to be happy for other people or make them happy.

19~ I'm head-over-heels, puddle of drool, limp noodle when it comes to ANYONE with black hair and green eyes. Which are few and far between.

20~ I may not be sure of who I am, what I am going to do, or who I'm going to do...I MEAN meet. ^^ I am just a bit sad, a bit mad, and a bit more happy of who I am right now and the people that I know.

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There! there is the sappy inside look of the mind of Jenny *tumbleweed goes by* -.-

*moves camera to different picture with a big big heart thats all shiny and
sickenly loving and warm*

^^ anyway yeah.......ok im leaving now.

Toodle Pip